| does anyone still use xanga?? (let me know if you do.. lol)
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| in the past couple weeks ive been really getting convicted of, well, a few things.. but i guess ill just "blog" about one of them for now: loving people in general, but especially our, or my, brothers and sisters that are in our Lord Christ Jesus. how can i say that i love "people" and act nice to them, but still not really give a hoot about how they really are doing.. i think growing up and watching the interation of adults has thrown me for a loop.. i kinda think that we all are taught to be polite and say certain things to make people feel good about themselves.. but if we do that and have no truth in what we are saying, how is it not lieing?? i look at myself and see all this selfishness and an uncaring heart. how is it that i call myself a Christian when i dont really love like Christ? i mean, i do love my closer freinds and, in that regard, i believe i live unto the example of Christ, but what about every other occurence ive been given the opportunity to show the love of Christ.. i dont guess any of us are trully perfect, and even able to actually be there for every single occasion that is presented to us, but i suppose that we should indefinitely strive to actually and intentionally live every moment in this life up to the example of Christ in the regards of love.. and in saying all this i would like to apologise to those that i have not shown the love of Christ to by helping in time of need, or even be thoughtfull enough to remember the request presented to me at certain times. and to those that i have not shown the love of Christ to by generally caring and even having the intention of being nice, i apologise. i intent, from this day, to intentionally live in the example of Christ. His love really does infiltrate our very existence and we shoud all strive to love each other as Christ has loved. i pray that we will all understand this fully and that we will not be afraid to study this concept in scripture, for it is throughout and utterly interwoven in every aspect of the Word. |
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| ive been in a big blah lately. gotta snap out of it...
finch:
do you notice im gone
where do you run to?
so far away
i want you to no that
i miss you
i miss you so
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| im so sorry, my heart breaks for you
are you ok?
here i am selfishly swimming in my own sorrows
and youre heart is shattered, once again.
i want to hold you, to show you there is still love
but youre so far away
we can pick up the pieces and put them back together
but youve got to be strong.
youve got to let go of the ones whove done you wrong
even when you cant see the end of the tunnel
just lift your head and see that someones here
are you ok?
ive been searching for a way to get into your head
and see what hes done to you
it seems like im climbing up a 1000 ft wall
but i can see the top
we can pick up the pieces and put them back together
but youve got to be strong
youve got to forgive the ones whove done you wrong |
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| snowshoe was so bad to the bone this year. i have some pics.... i might put them on here. lol
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